Thursday, April 20, 2006
Here I am at 5am with nothing to do.
Actually I have a lot to do but doing it is the problem. I think my laziness is rooted in lack of motivation. I often wonder to myself if I will ever get my feet off the ground at this stage in my life. I'm almost 23, can't find a job (been looking since January strongly, but more or less since last June off and on).
Aside from the real life shit that sucks, my interests in my hobbies are waning. Confronted with going back to what I used to do and discovering new worlds and exploring dangerous dungeons, I think I've come to the conclusion that I would rather do neither. I'm done. What more could gaming bring for me now? D&D is the only real stimulating thing and most DMs suck. Oblivion is still awesome, no doubt, but it's very time-consuming and sticking with the same class throughout the game, and, I'm gonna regret saying this, no multiplayer possibilities really injures my playing experience.
Enough jibba-jabba. New STO coming soon. Please feel free to e-mail me with any "concerns" or if you're a gorgeous female that needs sexing.
Have fun peoples~
Grey (4:24 AM)