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The Past

Wednesday, October 29, 2003
-*Forgotten Posts*-

Dammit. I forgot to post this today. Words, or lyrics if you prefer to call them that summed up how I felt today. (minus the times i wasn't in my right, or left, mind.)

I am your spoken truth
I am the lies in you
I'm gonna make you shine in everything you do
I am your lighted way
And I'm your darkest day
I'm here to help you see you can rely on me

Just consider me your friend
I am until the end
Can I guarantee you life?
I don't think I can

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

I am your peace of mind
Confusing all your time
I'm running through your veins, I am your pain
I thought by now you'd know
I'll never let you go
It's time you recognize I am the devil's eyes

Just consider me your friend
I am until the end
Can I guarantee you life?
I don't think I can

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

Take me by my hand
And let me show you what I am
I'm taking control again
Now I know I can
Take you back to where it all began
'Cause I am

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

I really don't what significance the last line has, but it mostly summed up how I felt. Death may not be a far cry from me, but I'll never be ready for it. Well, maybe. And I can't guarentee anyone life, unless I keep myself away from them entirely so they don't run into the bad luck I've been having lately. *whew* alright, I'm done. *smooches to all my gals*

Listen well and you'll hear that voice.

Grey (3:27 AM)

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