Wednesday, October 22, 2003
I can't sleep.
I can't anymore. Too much is going on right now.
I spent most of what I had saved on an mp3 player. It was going to be an engagement ring. A second time, I blew it all. I have until 3pm tomorrow to cancel but.. whatever. It's gone now I suppose. I guess I can't look back anymore. I want to do it again, all over. I want to be right. I want to un-wrong. I am so ashamed of myself. I..
have no words to offer deaf ears.
Goodnight. Again. Computer.
Grey (2:51 AM)